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Jeremy Mohler's avatar

Beautiful. Thanks for taking the time this evening to write this.

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

A very sincere thanks to my kids, who let me take the time to write it after school pick up and before making dinner tonight, and to my kids and my wife (because after I got dinner out of the oven they let me duck upstairs to write more while they did dinner and nighttime routine). That may seem like a pedantic thank you, but it really made a huge difference to be able to say "you all, I really feel like I need to write tonight."

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Hannah Levy's avatar

beautifully written, thank you Garrett for holding our hearts through so much violence.

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

Thank you Hannah. Loved your poem.

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Sue's avatar

For the past five years, I have been taking a Zoom class with a bunch of Minnesotans, most of whom are politically active lefties. When I heard about this murder, I was absolutely devastated—I *know* people who have been out there protesting in the Twin Cities, and this hit really close to home. This plus the threats about Greenland have me feeling really sad and hopeless and, yes, tired tonight. But I appreciate your sharing your thoughts with us.

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

It's been an overwhelming week. Please tell your friends thank you for everything they've been doing.

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Beau!'s avatar

Garrett I'm so grateful to you for always writing what I need to read, even when I don't know it. I didn't need a reminder to be mad or scared, but I really did need the reminder tonight that care is a renewable resource.

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

Beau, that means a lot. My general thought is-- at times like this, there's value in many types of words, but plenty of other folks already have a lot of the other parts of the spectrum (the anger, the recitation of all the ways the administration is terrible, etc.), so I try to ask myself "what do I need to hear that I don't know if too many other folks will say."

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David Roberts's avatar

These are the words I needed to read right now. Thank you Garrett.

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

Really appreciate you David.

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Leah Gutstadt's avatar

I've unsubscribed to a lot of breaking news emails and alerts to protect my sanity, especially in the evenings when I'm trying to be present with my kids, so your email was how I learned Renee's name - felt like a small gift to hear it for the first time in the context of this piece. You're the best Garrett, thank you. ❤️

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

I think that's a really smart strategy and am glad this could be a comparatively gentler way to learn Renee's name. Appreciate you, Leah!

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Gretchen's avatar

The two things I am holding in my mind are 1) the massive protest group that formed on the site of the murder yesterday and 2) all the videos of protests around the country I've seen since. There are people who say protests don't matter, but politicians can see them. We've also never had an administration this concerned with optics and public opinion, so I think perhaps these actions matter more than ever before. Even a dictator needs the support of the people, and I am comforted to know they do not have it.

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

This is so, so well put.

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Juanita McKeever's avatar

THANK YOU GARRETT…. First your words, for your work & for your HEART!! 💔❤️‍🩹❤️❤️❤️

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

Love you so much, Juanita.

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Brita M-K's avatar

I recall commenting on an earlier post of yours when this was happening in Chicago that I feared the Twin Cities were next. I didn't want to be right. Mpls has been maligned constantly by the right wing since 2020 and that's clearly not changing. If the admin really wanted to change immigration policy, they would have done so. This isn't solving anything.

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

I remember that comment, and remember hoping your prediction would be wrong (but fearing it would be). Sending so much love.

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Margie Breese's avatar

Thank you, Garrett. You have an incredible skill for sharing outrage and grief in a way that feels tender and hopeful. I appreciate your writing so much.

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

Oh that's very kind, Margie. Thank you!

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Jacquelyn P's avatar

Thank you, Garrett. Thanks also to your family.

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

Thank you, Jacquelyn

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lisa w's avatar

Thank you. This might be the thing that holds me together in front of my third graders today.

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

Sending love to you and your crew of nine-year-olds!

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Amy DeLorenzo's avatar

❤️

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Garrett Bucks's avatar

much love, my friend!

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